I know that there's no turning back,
If we put too much light on this, we'll see through all the cracks...
Nice song. So much truth behind just a few little words.
Today has been...conflicting. I feel relieved, confused, hurt, angry, happy. Too many emotions for such a tiny body. Our Valentine's party was joyful and I was glad to have at least a reason to see this day as a good one. Dancing makes me forget about everything and it did its job, as per usual. Good. Otherwise, I would have had to think about the unnamed that is...well, a random. No names, because he doesn't deserve a name. Britney's song, 'Oops, I did it again' comes to mind when I think about today...
Oops, I did it again,
I played with your heart
Got lost in the game.
How many times can a heart be toyed with before it's broken beyond repair? I'm a fool in so many ways... It's not even worth it. Not anymore. Maybe when we were young and in love, not now. I used to remember the good things, now all I can think of are the bad ones. That's not how it's supposed to be.
And it's not.
Not anymore.
I just don't want to believe in this ending, let the cameras roll on, keep pretending.
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