What I wanted to say more than anything was that I really love you and then you don't even want to talk. Whatever, after all...I guess I'm trying for me, not for us. It certainly seems that way, from where I'm sitting.
Anyway.
I managed to change my mind about my future, or at least think about change. I'm all about permanence and change lately, so I'm not surprised. I do, however, not appreciate when certain people make me think about a possible future and then, go around and change everything, with not even a word. It hurts. Cause I get my hopes up high and then, you go around and kill them without a warning. Not good, dude, not good. I was so sure of what I wanted to do with my life and now...I'm sitting here wondering if I had it all figured out. Apparently I didn't. I did not know that love gives someone the power to break you. It really does.
Broken beyond repair...
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