December is for cynics.

I'm watching X Factor, the finale. And the group song, the theme from Flashdance, reminded me of what's possible. Answer? Everything. If you take your passion and make it happen, you can do anything.

I spent the day in central London, people watching as I was making my way along Oxford Street trying to reach a department store so I could finally meet (in person!) one of my oldest online friends. And I was feeling a tad bit nervous, because I always feel like I'm not good enough for people. But luckily, our meeting was good, though very short, as she was working and I couldn't interrupt her for too long. And we made plans to definitely see each other and properly hang out, so I'm happy with the outcome.

I've decided that 2011 will be the first year when I will finally keep all my New Year's resolutions. I'm going to make a list of them, all achievable and then I'm going to try and keep each and every one of them. It's cause 2010 ends on a rather good note, if I do say so myself. Not perfect, cause perfect doesn't even exist. But okay, with lots of things to look forward to. And it's one of the first years that will not end up with me thinking 'what have I done this year?'. And that's probably the best I could have hoped for, considering how this year started.