Sometimes I hate how I can put myself in everyone's shoes and be empathetic with all of them. Because they never say thanks, they never return the favor, they never understand. But I have to understand, and I have to help you and I just have, have, have...
It's been a long couple of weeks and for some reason, I'm spending a lot of time thinking these days. Just wondering what my life is going to be like once I'm done being an au pair and I'll have to face real world yet again. Cause yeah, where I'm at right now is a comfortable place, I get to deal with some things, but a lot of them are still unknown to poor little me. And I have to think about everything, right? Ironic, since I was never one to make long-term plans. Is this what growing up means? I sometimes stare at myself in the mirror and wonder who is that familiar stranger looking back at me. I see myself, but I don't recognize myself. And I'm not unhappy with that conclusion, oddly enough. Weird, huh.
Six weeks later, I'm still happy in London. My newly found friends turned out to be more than just clubbing buddies, they're my new best friends. We cry, we laugh, we get drunk while there's still wine...(this one I've got from one of my best friends back home, bless her). And life does seem a lot easier when you've got people around you. Just like magic.
Vampire Diaries song. I already miss the show. Loving the song, even though it's a sad one. Aren't those the best though? Exactly.
Nici nu iti imaginezi cat de des ma gandesc la tine...cu diverse motive,ocazii.Parca nici cand erai aici nu era asa:)
ReplyDeleteOricum, ma bucur ca ti-e bine si sper sa te tina cat mai mult si sa ne vedem cu bine.Kisses