April 28, 2010

Try again.

A whole week without blogging, I must say I miss it. Ranting about my various troubles seems to help, but I can only find one answer to the lack of updates: there's really not that many problems in my life right now. Everything happens for a reason and I find myself exactly where I'm supposed to be. Sure, sometimes I'd like more free time, but there's always a sacrifice to everything.

Last week we walked all the way to Sutton and had a laugh when the English class was canceled. Because we had to walk back to Cheam and then, we realized there wasn't much to do here. So guess what? Oh yes, straight to Sutton we went, laughing all the way there. Good exercise! When I say we, that's me and my three newly found friends. Good girls, rather crazy. Perfect entourage.

I made my first money this week. As in, first time ever when I had to actually work for a paycheck, not just pretend. Life is hard, dude. I was sitting in the park today, watching the kids and thinking how much I'd love to be a child again. To have nothing to worry about other than what toys to play with or...to be a teenager and only think about that guy I saw at the mall. Seriously, children don't even know how better off they are, in their own world.

And then...after three weeks of blessed time, today I had to argue with someone. Seems impossible to have it all, so something had to break. I just wonder why I care...I really wish I didn't. It would be so much easier.


P.S. Watch Vampire Diaries. I cry every time. And the first season is coming to an end soon, which leaves me heartbroken.

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