Home, sweet home.

I was never one to belong in that one, amazingly fuzzy place we call home. Wherever we had to move, I adjusted and I can't remember longing for one place or another. Five days in Sutton, London and...I'm almost there. It just takes ages to learn everything! I'm currently trying to learn my way around the house and everything in it, it's all very weird and extremely different.

There's some moments I kind of want to break down and catch the first flight to Romania, but then I snap out of it and remember that the UK was my dream for about 7 years or so. That helps a lot, even though I actually find myself missing a few things and a bunch of people. Quite a lot, especially at night time when I have to watch TV until my eyes bleed so I don't have to think about the 1,500 miles away from home.

But anyway...Today was my first day officially 'on the job'. Seriously? Growing up sucks big time. You always have to make sure everything is in order, you have tons of responsibilities and tasks and it just feels really hard to deal with. Deep breaths, deep breaths. And so I start counting down my 365 days of slaving my way into the desired Blue Card. This too shall pass.

I haven't had much time to call people or talk to them because I've been so busy lately. Places to see, people to meet, stuff to remember. Sutton is an amazing place, with really nice people. Last Saturday I had my first outing with a couple of newly found friends and all I have to say is w.o.w. Clubs here = totally different from clubs in Romania (not that I've seen that many). But! Many people offered to buy me drinks, so I'm taking that as a good thing. Hey, when you're out of money...at least you know someone's always willing. And everyone here is always busy, always doing this or that, no time to be a lazy ass. I feel out of place cause all I want to do is sit at the computer all day long. Of course :)

So yeah. I still need a bit more time to get everything organized and to feel more confident running around mighty old England. Hopefully, a trip to London will come up soon, I'm sure that will cheer me up loads. Until then, my friends...Kisses and hugs, love you all tons. <3


P.S. I'm learning British. Even my accent is different. I'll be one of them in no time, promise.
And, song time. This is exactly how I feel, oddly enough.