March 03, 2010

Fairytale.



What are movies made of?
Real life. Real, raw feelings brought to screen in an attempt to make us feel better for a little while.

Why?
When life is so much like a movie, why do we go to the cinemas to stare at life? This is what I thought about today.

Because...Sigh. I want my life to feel like a fairytale, from the butterflies in my stomach to my oh-so-wanted happy ending. I want a love so powerful that it can take my breath away and leave me speechless while I gaze into someone's eyes. That feeling of completion that we so often see on screen, but so rarely in real life. Something that consumes me entirely and yet, gives me plenty of energy to live another amazing day. Something that contradicts my whole being and at the same time agrees with everything that I am.

Flowers blossoming, a soft breeze, a quiet, colorful sunset...Lips brushing against my skin, bringing me to life.

Whatever happened to that? I used to have it, feel it, breathe it. Used to.
Time is unforgiving, with everything and everyone.
And here I stand, wanting a love that can last forever and a day. Or three days after forever. Either way...

Can you meet me halfway?


2 comments:

  1. Pana la urma,toata treaba este sa visezi.Daca stii sa visezi, intr-o zi o sa te loveasca si implinirea.
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  2. You might just be right about that.
    Cand mergem la film? :P

    Un film care sa ne faca sa visam, ca doar asa-i frumos.

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