I woke up this morning all motivated and energized. I was going to do things. Like? Well. How about everything I've been neglecting? And boy, there's so many, that when I thought about it I decided today wasn't the day. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe.
Winter break was...weird. Every time I go back home, I realize it's not my place there. Not anymore. I got used to living without my parents, even though I thought I never would. Now it's so weird having them around all day long, scary even. It might sound bad, but it's the truth. While I hate living alone, I also don't like living with my parents. Odd, but it's me. Deal with it.
New Years was boring, but nice. I spent it with my sister downtown and while it didn't have anything of the glamor it supposed to have, I don't have any regrets. After all, I did say this was my last one here, so why regret it? It was boring cause by the time we got home, we were too sleepy to eat the ton of food we had or even drink. So we were lame and old.
Other than all the nonsense I've typed. School started and I'm still very much behind with my studying. So behind that I'm looking at my books and wish I could throw them out the window. Can I? Oh, please, please. It's all I'm asking for. Anyway! Yes, school started, exam session in two weeks, I'm still ignoring the few friends I still have and still dealing with my least favorite demon: myself. Hopefully, 2010 will be MY year.
Here's to hoping.
By the way. Happy New Year! (:
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